loving bitches n bastards-2

very well said by ms. snehal " picture abhi baki hai mere dost" . feelings haven't faded, they are still there.

tired of passing smile, looking at him from a distance now feelings are rushing in veins , time has come for the relationship of glances to be taken to the next level.

mustered courage and went to my crush 'hey' , 'hows u?' ( this what i could think at that time. seeing him so closely  made me shiver like anything. the smile resting on his face was so innocent and mesmerizing) came back to my senses and asked him if he could lend me his books as i was new to college and was looking for my texts.( was dying to hear yes) and it came like a sunshine , it was a hope , hope for new friendship, new bonding.

he asked my name and i asked his, exchanged our numbers and with a parting smile( i was smiling ear to ear)  went to our classes.

first encounter with him became a cherish able memory. without knowing what was in store for me i had my expectations and fantasies.

with much exhilaration went to the college next day. using the staircase was never so lovely experience before. having by my side with that innocent smile( i m falling in love with his smile) and my book( he remembered getting my book , i was in his thoughts back at home) in his hand. i was flying high.

but was i exaggerating the things? was i expecting a lot? was i going out of my way?

nobody knew and nobody was bothered either. love was in the air and i was enjoying that.