loving bitches n bastards-7

romance just vanished from her life, world filled with sorrows and discontentment.romantic songs were nowhere instead sad songs filled her ears. endless days with sleepless nights, pillows all wet with tears, his book which reminded her of him seemed to look blurred with tears in her eyes. loneliness filled her world.
weeping all night , looking at herself and thinking what she had done to her life and her friendship, all got ruined.
where was she supposed to go now?? to her friend who didn't even care enough to offer his shoulder to her or the love of her life who left her all alone in the middle of the road.


all his gestures were false, all his emotions were fake, things had changed, she was regretting why she expressed her love, all dreams she had woven seemed lifeless, how could she be so stupid to mistake his friendship for love, how did she hear those love songs which he never sang for her. she heard all his unspoken words and mistook them as his love, she dreamed about him, but now it was all over. the pain was unbearable, she promised herself she won't think about him now, but it was impossible for her to convince that heart of hers which was longing for him, was yearning for him day and night. she had no where to go , no place to hide, no one to hug tightly and cry her eyes out.
the pain was killing her